Can I make a confession here?

I really don't know what the fuck I'm doing with this Internet marketing deal.

There...I said it.

I said what 98% of other marketers out there probably should be saying because a lot of them are in the exact same boat I am in.

The truth income right now is coming from family support and my corporate job.  And that is what pays the bills to keep this site online right now.

The truth is...I've gotten two customers after 1 year and 4 months in business, and lost them both.  I have learned a lot so far...but I still have a lot to learn.

Here is what I know:

I know that I have something to share with the world.

And I know that having this blog (get one here if you want, enter your email to get random awesomeness delivered to your inbox when I feel like sending it, and feel free to watch the hypey-as-fuck, yet oddly seductive sales video if you want, or don't watch it if you don't want) is a good enough way to share it, for the moment.

And I know...that if I never quit, I'm going to get to exactly where I want to go.

Which is, simply, to live a life of beauty.

That's it.  That's what I want.  That's the dream that keeps me up late at night.

I could give two fucks about being rich on the Internet.  I really don't care that much about it.  If I can have pretty things and take dance classes and be healthy and in shape and in love...I don't care where the resources to do these things come from (as long as it's moral, legal, and has integrity, that is).

In the final analysis, they all come from God anyway.  At least I believe so.

And...I know that not everyone follows the same path to their dreams.

If they did, it really would be an easy, duplicatable, three-step system, right?

So...I might not be the best leader to follow if you're looking for the nuts-and-bolts, dollars-and-cents of internet marketing and home business.

But if you want something else...

if you want something that may not even exist yet...

if you want to be creative and live in freedom and enjoy a romantic, juicy, and sexy existence and never, ever worry about the fucking money...

(because you don't have to worry about it, and worrying is useless, and there is so much abundance at your fingertips right now, without your having to do anything, that it trumps all the money in the universe, really...)

then stick around.

Because the things I have to share are for you.

My friend Astra Spider, who I used to perform shamanic dance with a few years ago, is running a 21 day creativity challenge over on Facebook.  It costs nothing to participate (there is an opportunity to donate to the work if you so desire).

And I'm blown away by the love and the creativity and the passion that the participants in this group have to share with one another, and the positive vibes that I have received from being a part of it.

So I'd like to share this with you.

Exercising your just one supremely fulfilling way to tap into that infinite abundance that I've been talking about, that you will discover in your time and in your own way.

Over the next days, weeks, months, and years, I will share many others.

So, stick around.

Peace out,


Move together


Falling in love - deeply, freely, expressively - with the sun and the wind and the waves...

...I catch myself moving in step with an ocean five thousand miles away...

(I have lakes in the middle of a continent. He has islands in the middle of an ocean. The prairie grasses and the jungle trees sway together, moved by the same breeze.)

Sunlight on the surface of the lake speaks these words to me: "I will be with you wherever you choose to go."

Step into it. Deeper. Even deeper. Until the road back to where you came from closes behind you and there is, at last, only one direction to move.

I will be waiting for you there at the end of that road.



This totally made my day, hope it makes yours too :D


Do you think of yourself as a creative individual?

You are one, regardless of whether or not you consider yourself as such (and you can even keep both your ears). 

Because creativity is not just a gift given to the lucky few, but an ability so deeply woven into being human that to cut it off is as traumatic as amputating an arm or a leg.

I mean, you can live without it.  You can still work, you can still survive.  You can live paycheck to paycheck, looking forward to getting blasted on the weekend, only to do it all over again.

You can have the house and the spouse and the kids and the prestigious job, only to look around your life and declare "Blah!"

And truthfully if you do, God bless it.

Because no experience of life is unworthy or unholy.

And society financially rewards people who keep those "frivolous" pursuits under wraps.

However, the rewards of living the true life of your soul are much greater.

And if you're interested in receiving those rewards (AND the monetary ones too), then you've come to the right place at the right time.

Because life transformation for creative individuals is what I'm about.

It's my mission and calling on this planet.

It's about helping you get the f* out of that dead-end job (or helping you sell yourself INTO a day job that financially supports your calling!)

About helping you reach inside and find that long-buried spark of a dream, of ambition, of the will to bend the universe to your will.

About helping you awaken to the POWER that lies dormant within you, and access and channel it to create your dreams in the world.

If this is something that would serve you, then click this link, enter your email into the reasonably attractive Aweber form, and hit Register.

You'll receive daily inspiration, education, and motivation from me to help make your dreams a reality in THIS world.

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Living from the Heart


"Live from the heart of yourself.  Seek to be whole, not perfect."--Oprah Winfrey

There is something very deep in this statement--and something that is missed by nearly everyone as we go about the hustle and bustle and all the drama of day-to-day life.

In the rush to accumulate "enough" of "what we need to get by," does anyone ever stop to consider what's at the core--what's at the heart of ourselves?

Is it any wonder, then, that heart disease is the number one killer of human beings, both male and female?

And look, people: it's not cholesterol that's killing your heart.

Cholesterol might be a part of the problem, but if it is, it's because we are shoving fattening food down our throats to distract from the real issue.

The issue that no one is actually taking the time to listen to what your heart might be telling you.

Well...KT Tunstall is taking the time to listen to the weird shit her heart is telling her.  I don't know about the rest of us.

Thing is...that once you start doing it, the world comes into focus.  Everything starts to make sense.

You begin to be able to immediately discern truth from bullshit. 

You begin to learn the difference between what's feeding you and what's killing you.

And you begin to attract the right people towards you who will help you achieve your goals.  And to repel those people who have been in your orbit, yet spewing negative energy against you and holding you back.

Today we had an absolutely powerful conference call studying the book Sacred Economics by Charles Eisenstein. 

By "we," of course, I mean me, myself, and I.  I advertised on Facebook...kind of...but no one showed up.  Nonetheless, it was still powerful. 

It can still transform your life.

If you call 712-432-1085, access code 470454#, the replay is probably still up...for about 24 hours, before we jump into chapter 1 tomorrow.

Do it now.  It will help you begin to see a clearer vision for your life and the giving of your gifts--even if that vision does not yet exist on this Earth.

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