Can I make a confession here?
I really don't know what the fuck I'm doing with this Internet marketing deal.
There...I said it.
I said what 98% of other marketers out there probably should be saying because a lot of them are in the exact same boat I am in.
The truth is...my income right now is coming from family support and my corporate job. And that is what pays the bills to keep this site online right now.
The truth is...I've gotten two customers after 1 year and 4 months in business, and lost them both. I have learned a lot so far...but I still have a lot to learn.
Here is what I know:
I know that I have something to share with the world.
And I know that having this blog (get one here if you want, enter your email to get random awesomeness delivered to your inbox when I feel like sending it, and feel free to watch the hypey-as-fuck, yet oddly seductive sales video if you want, or don't watch it if you don't want) is a good enough way to share it, for the moment.
And I know...that if I never quit, I'm going to get to exactly where I want to go.
Which is, simply, to live a life of beauty.
That's it. That's what I want. That's the dream that keeps me up late at night.
I could give two fucks about being rich on the Internet. I really don't care that much about it. If I can have pretty things and take dance classes and be healthy and in shape and in love...I don't care where the resources to do these things come from (as long as it's moral, legal, and has integrity, that is).
In the final analysis, they all come from God anyway. At least I believe so.
And...I know that not everyone follows the same path to their dreams.
If they did, it really would be an easy, duplicatable, three-step system, right?
So...I might not be the best leader to follow if you're looking for the nuts-and-bolts, dollars-and-cents of internet marketing and home business.
But if you want something else...
if you want something that may not even exist yet...
if you want to be creative and live in freedom and enjoy a romantic, juicy, and sexy existence and never, ever worry about the fucking money...
(because you don't have to worry about it, and worrying is useless, and there is so much abundance at your fingertips right now, without your having to do anything, that it trumps all the money in the universe, really...)
then stick around.
Because the things I have to share are for you.
My friend Astra Spider, who I used to perform shamanic dance with a few years ago, is running a 21 day creativity challenge over on Facebook. It costs nothing to participate (there is an opportunity to donate to the work if you so desire).
And I'm blown away by the love and the creativity and the passion that the participants in this group have to share with one another, and the positive vibes that I have received from being a part of it.
So I'd like to share this with you.
Exercising your creativity...is just one supremely fulfilling way to tap into that infinite abundance that I've been talking about, that you will discover in your time and in your own way.
Over the next days, weeks, months, and years, I will share many others.
So, stick around.